Negative-ness o.o

I've been thinking about blogging but somehow all the ideas I have just go fluttering away like a butterfly e.e It sucks..

Anywho evryone knows you'll eventually get back your test results and yes I know its a little too late for me to blog about it but I would seriously like to rant about the marks I got for my art. I got 23/30 and I'm furious with the reason I was given when I asked why I got so fucking low.

" No Negativity"

Fuck. Seriously what the fuck? They asked us to draw the year 2020, well fine, I did. They asked to us to randomize it, which I also did. BUT they did not fucking put the words "No Negative Thinking" in Malay. Screw that. I mean I drew the world falling and crashing and being destroyed. I admit it was a little harsh of me to do so but what the hell? They already came up with a movie 2012 about the world being destroyed. You better be grateful I gave you another extra 8 fucking years to live your pathetic little lives you stupid bastard teachers. I mean who came up with this thing? "No negativity" Psshh my arse.

Chanel told me that my header isn't moving anymore and of course I found out XD so I'm looking around for a new picture o.o Any ideas? XD

"LOL" ness~

When we hear a joke or watch someone falling of the building and splattering into a million pieces, most of our reactions are like...

" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~"

or

"BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~"

and so on....

But nowadays I come across a hell lot of people being all "Lolz I see I see".

Yes they actually pronounced the word "Lolz" (lo-l-z). Exactly, well anyway I seriously DO NOT have anything against that. I just somehow find it strange and funny sounding...oh well xP

* RANDOM MOMENT!! *

My mouse is being a huge-ass cheese and its poofing everywhere o-o

Life's short, so screw that and go get high.

I've noticed a hell lot of people on my msn friend list(or whatever you may call it) has either the word "Life" at the beginning of their msn message and in between that sentence that begins with the word "Life" would be the word "short" and well it may go somewhat like this..

" Life's short, so play more. "

or

" Life's a bitch, so fuck it like one. "


I have nothing against that or anything alright? I'm just curious why the sudden talk about life? ~twitches~ I mean it was so random !

Anyways as you can see. I have written my own "Life" quote. Hey, all of them did it so what the hell why can't I. Plus I actually like it. It seems...deep in a way XD

Update! : Exams are over :D I can do whatever I want, whenever I want and whenever I wanna I can do. =w=

Meow.

Well as you all(Seafield-ians) know that the year end exams is just around the corner...

Fuck that was terrible English. Lemme try that again.

Well as you all(Seafield-ians) pathetic little souls know, it is time to fail your year end exams. Now this is much better. =)

I've tried studying(you can stop laughing now), and seriously my brain is being a really huge penis. Like everyone elses at times. Nothing seems to go in.

Though I'm back to drawing. Im truly happy with my latest creation. Its an elf-lady-person. Yes everyone, I draw magical creatures. Anyways I went on YouTube and while I was looking up songs, I found a few video's and well one of it was " Things That Piss You Off" so I've decided to make a list about it. :D

Things That Piss Me Off

- Lines in the middle of books.
(I seriously find that quite annoying. I mean you just bought this fantastic new book and once you've finished reading it, you find some stupid line in the middle of it. Its like WTF? You SO love this book but after finding out theres a line in the middle you get all pissed and not love the book anymore. Thats what I've noticed...about me...)

- Chinese
( Final Grade : C...nuff said.)

- People T@lK!NG L!K3 TH!$$$$$
( WTF? Seriously, just type it out LIKE THIS for once and I'd bet you would be all "Wow this is so much easier then typing like a crackhead, I don't have to go find shtoopid symbols to fit it". Its super irritating trying to figure out what in poopsicles your trying to say.)

- Happy Meals
( For example, if you have that dragon figure from your last Happy Meal and you get it again and your like "Uhm Mister Happy Meal Person sir, can I get the other one, maybe that cow this time or or or maybe the Baby sucking its thumb? Please?" and He's like "Shut Up Little Person Person, be happy I even gave you a Happy Meal." Yea that totally pisses me off, I mean what could I do with TWO dragons? Seriously? I mean if i did get the cow figure, I could at least made the cow all superhero-y with lazer beams and be all "Boom Boom! Die Dragon Die!" or maybe just let the dragon eat the cow. But with TWO dragons? Gosh I can't do anything with it.)

Well there you go, things that piss me off, there should be more but well I can't think of all of em' right now. So Nyerr.

Boo.

As you can see, Im back and blogging again. HELL YES~! Im Back!

Things are starting to work out so yeah. And also, You might have noticed that have deleted the previous post. Mhm, yep, yush-yush. Your not blind, I just deleted the post so Nyerr.

I shall talk about crap now since there is completely nothing to blog about. Seriously, there is nothing. Sooo....I have decided to blog about...

*drumroll*

LEPRACHAUNS~!!!

Yes everyone I have gone completely nuts. Mhm. Anywho, do you believe in those magical, green-ish little fellows? 'Cause if you asked me, I do. :D

All you gotta do is go to the end of the rainbow and look for em' hiding in the grass. Yes everyone, they hide in grass. I mean they are pretty small. You cant expect them to go climb trees when a dog is about to ambush them and bite their little heads off now do you? I mean think about it. It's pretty bollards if you asked me.

PS : I just love love love <3 Scary Kids Scaring Kids,they are like...seeing Santa Claus come down from a chimney during Chinese New Year. Seriously.

Nyee...

Hello hello! I'm truly sorry for the lack of updates, really, well...theres no paticular reason though, I'm just lazy. =P

Recently I've been feeling really tired. Even with a total of 10 hours of sleep, I'm still tired. =___=' So yea...=\

I've been spending most of my time on the computer practically doing nothing. There's seriously nothing on TV and I've finished reading all my books. This is gonna be one really BORING holiday. -Sigh- thats why I'm blogging right now ._. I feel desperate and pathetic.

Gosh I'm loosin it!!! Im gonna go nuts by next Monday if I don't do somethng useful!! O_O

Jealousy...

I'm truly sorry for the lack of updates on my blog, my blog seems dead already. Anyways you can clearly see what I'm gonna blog about.

I admit really that I'm a whole lot jealous of my brother. Why you ask?

1) He is the family favorite (I know I'm being old fashion and all but it is after all true. My brother is OBVIOUSLY a dude, and of course parents wants dude to go, ermmm, continue? the generation.)

2) He gets to skip school any time he wants to. (Yes, my parents don't actually care whether he sucks in his studies or not. I know this isn't good but I would appreciate it if he like gets scolded for once.)

3) I took the blame. ( For the past 9 years of my life since my brother was borned, all I remember was me taking all the blame. I'm not asking for your symphathy or your mercy or whatever you call it, I dont really care. All I want is to not blame ME for everything.)

4) My brother was borned for a reason. While, I truly was'nt, I was just a huge mistake.

OK! story time before I continue. I'll tell you the whole story about my family right here, right now...

My dad and mum worked together in London in the same company, both never really noticed each other as my dad already had a girlfriend(yes my dad was a charmer xP). They met in a club after work and do you know what they do in clubs? Yes, they drink booze. People get drunk, people meet other people, people do the naugthy. Thats exactly what happened to my mum and dad. Both got drunk, both met up and both got in bed. (Yes, my dad was too drunk to realize that he cheated on his girlfriend) After that, they promised not to mention any of this to anyone and my daddy and his girlfriend would live happily ever after. BUT, after 4 months (yes I actually asked my mum about this and she said 4 months) my mum realized she was pregnant with me. So she phoned my dad up and she demanded marriage and etc. So practically this was a forced marriage. If you pay close attention, you'll be able to see my mum's tummy a little swallon, that would be me inside there, if your interested.

Your probably wondering how I found out about this. Well, there was once where my dad was so pissed at my mum and he just vomitted the whole story to one of his colleague's, who told me I was close to grown-up's as I was very mature,No, he just thought I needed to know the whole story sooner or later so he told me) And thats how I found out, that's when I started blaming every single fight on me. I blamed myself for my parents marriage and parents fights (Yes, I know people have family problems too but this one is just way out of hand)

***END OF STORY***

5) He gets away with everything. My mum would come up with an excuse whenever I try to tell her what really happened. "He's still young", "People make mistakes." OR "It's all your fault he's like this, you influenced him."

I guess thats it. I admit, I'm jealous of my 9-year-old brother who can't even remember to close the door when he showers. Yes, its the door going in and out of the bathroom and NOT the shower room.

Shortt

I have this sudden feeling...worst part is I have no idea what it is...

Its like my whole body is about to collapse. Im not joking. Im being serious. Its like somehting sharp just cut off all connections to the heart...its....empty...

I wish to not bore you out and so I'll stop right here and give everyone a peck on their cheek. Happy living....

Definition Of The Word "Emo"

Just went around popping around here and there and I have just found out how idiots that think they're emo dont even fucking know the definition of emo...they barely even know what the word "emo" means. Geez, suck~ish much?

They're all...

A: " OMG , dude my gf left me...."

B: " Wow emo much? "

A: " Yes, im emo! I wanna kill myself! "

B: " Aww, nobody understands you!"

A: " I know..."

***END OF "EMO" CONVO***

I only 2 words for that...

BULL. SHIT.

Everything in that convo is just fucking shit, crap, wipe-ass tissue...

Most of you think emo's are just well stupid, pathetic, LOA bitch-ass humans but they're fucking NOT!

Even when people sulk or not talk doesnt mean they're emo. Emo is a very strong word.

1) Emo's slit/cut/carve etc which ever you like best, themselves as the pain they FEEL inside of them is too much, just too much to handle. To them the outer pain which means bruises, cuts, scars whichever is a lot easier to handle.

2) Emo's arent pathetic. They just seem that way because they hum the tune of "NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME" ....well guess what? Its fucking true =_= Not everyone understands everyone. They had a tough childhood experience for eg: no parents at all or maybe parents are drunks or maybe abusives parents. They are NOT being pathetic or wanting your pity or whatever shit.

3) The colour BLACK. Black is the colour of their soul...nuff' said....

4) Emo's are quite creative too. They're art work arent meant to be understood. They're dark souls brun inside of them. You and even ME may not understand how they feel. Its deep pain in the most unimaginable inhuman ways you'd ever expect.

5) Emo's dont sulk all the time. NO they don't. They can smile, be happy, laugh and even have fun like every other human that walks on earth. They're not anti-social. You just have to get to know them.

Emo's are hurt in the most inhuman ways possible. But yet they still try and LIVE. They do not just feel like killing themselves all the time =_=

TORA!! ^________^

Another pic of my OTHER sweetheart <3 TORA!! ^_______________^

He's just soooo adorably CUTE! ^.^