Thursday, February 26, 2009

Beautiful

I just came across a very beautiful song. Please appreciate this wonderful song. It means a lot to me.

With Me by Sum 41

I dont want this moment to ever end,
Where everything is nothig without you,
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
Cause its true I am nothing without you.

Through it all I made my mistakes,
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.

I want you to know,
With everything,
I wont let this go,
These words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this momentyou know, cause I'd bleed my heart out to show,
And I wont let go.

Thoughts read unspoken , forever in doubt,
Pieces oif memories fall to the ground,
I know what i didnt have so, i wont let this go,
Cause Im nothing without you.

All the streets where i walked alone, with nowhere to go,
Ive come to an end.

I want you to know,
With everything I wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this momentyou know, cause I'd bleed my heart to show,
And I wont let this go.

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you dont know what you're looking to find,
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies,
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I dont want this moment to ever end,
Where everythings nothing without you.

I want you to know,
With everything I wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know, cause I'd bleed my heart out to show,
And I wont let this go(i want you to know).
With everything I wont let this go, these words are my heart and soul,
I'll hold on to this moment you know, cause I'd bleed my heart out to show,
And I wont let go...

Its so beautiful, please listen to it. I like songs that show out loads of feelings.

Example of bands that do so: Sum 41, 3 Days Grace, Escape The Fate, P.O.D and Green Day.
Im sure there are much more bands, I just have not discovered them yet.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Tagged By Maes AGAIN!

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real - nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Jennifer
2. A four Letter Word : Jump. ^^
3. A boy's Name : Jackson.
4. A girl's Name : Jaqueline.
5. An occupation : Janitor xD
6. A color : Jade
7. Something you'll wear : Jacket
9. A food : Jelly =D
10. Something found in the bathroom : Jar of toothbrushes ^^
11. A place : Japan!
12. A reason for being late : Jerkface Mum
13. Something you'd shout : Jackass!!
14. A movie title : Jailhouse Rock! (I dont even know this movie. But its a real movie, i just dont know it existed..)
15. Something you drink : Jolly Shandy!! ^^
16. A musical group : Jagged Edge.
17. An animal : Jaguar
18. A street name : Jupiter Lanes
19. A type of car : J Ford
20. The title of a song : Jenny- The Click Five xD


I taggggggggggg:
Christine
Chanel
Stephanie
Jun Mae
Alynna
Hu Shean
Khai Syuen
Mae Yen
Zhiou Ru
Sue Lin

Friday, February 20, 2009

Tagged By Maes

1. Last beverage→ Coconut Water :]

2. Last phone call→ Just now in the car, my dad.

3. Last text message→ Lick Yin, a guy friend, sissy. xD

4. Last song you listened to→ Gone Forever by 3 Days Grace.

5. Last time you cried→ Few days ago. I think it was Monday.



SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice → Nuh-uh.

2. Been cheated on?→ Ha! Yeah right.

3. Kissed someone & regretted it?→ Nope

4. Lost someone special?→ Yeah.

5. Been depressed?→ Definitely.

6. Been drunk and threw up? → Drunk, Yes. Threw up, nope. I passed out instead. :)



LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

1. Black

2. Red

3. Grey

4. White



HAVE YOU:

1. Made new friends → Yush!

2. Fallen out of love → Not really.

3. Laughed until you cried → Yes. :)

4. Met someone who changed you→Yup.

5. Found out who your true friends were → Of course.

6. Found out someone was talking about you→ Yup, months ago.

7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ Yuck!

8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → All of em dumb dumb.

9. How many kids do you want to have→ 2-3 i guess.

10. Do you have any pets → 2 dogs.

11. Do you want to change your name→ Not really. Just my last name.

12. What did you do for your last birthday→ Got wet.

13. What time did you wake up today → 7.30

14. What were you doing at midnight last night → Chatting on msn ^^

15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Songs to finish downloading.

16. Last time you saw your father→ 2 mins ago.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → My Life.

18. What are you listening to right now → We Will Rise by Arch Enemy.

19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom --> Errr no.

23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → School teachers.

24. Most visited webpage → Youtube.



What is?

1. What's your name→ Jennifer. (But i want to be called Jen)

2. Nicknames→ Jen, Jenny, Jenny~Furrrr~ball.

3. Zodiac sign→ Virgo

4. Male or female or transgendered→ Female

6. Elementary→ Yume (You- Me)

7. Middle School → Lick Hung

8. High school → Seafield

10. Hair color → Pure Black

11. Long or short → Longish+ Shortish= Medium length Hair

16. Height → 5'3 What do you think?

17. Do you have a crush on someone? → maybe.... ;)


18: What do you like about yourself? → My passion for rock/ metal music!

19. Piercings → On my ears

20. Tattoos → Got one. (fake of course)

21. Righty or lefty → Righty



FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → Never had surgery.

23. First piercing → When i was 13.

24. First best friends → Stephanie and Livia and Maes

26. First sport you joined → Taekwondo. (if you consider this a sport)

27. First pet → Puppy.

28. First vacation→ When i was 3, went to Australia.

29. First concert →Never been to a concert.

30. First crush → A dude.



RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating → Chocolate.

50. Drinking → Coffee.

52. I'm about to → Rock out!

53. Listening to → Good Charlotte- Keep your hands off my girl.

55. Waiting for → My dying day.



YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids? I might consider

59. Want to get married? Yup.

60. Careers in mind? Rocker....still thinking ....



WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

68. Lips or eyes--> Both.

69. Hugs or kisses → Both

70. Shorter or taller → Taller

71. Older or Younger → Older

72. Romantic or spontaneous → BOTH!

73. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both

74. Sensitive or loud → Both

75. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship

77. Trouble maker or hesitant→ Both



HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → Nope

79. Drank hard liquor → Beer

80. Lost glasses/contacts → Nope

81. Sex on first date → Ive been on a date?

82. Broken someone's heart → And positive that I have not.

83. Had your own heart broken → Once

86. Turned someone down → Nope

87. Cried when someone died → Nope

88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → Err im no lesbo!



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → A lil.

90. Miracles → Yes

91. Love at first sight → Nope.

92. Heaven → Yes.

93. Santa Clause → Nope. (sorry santa if you really exist)

95. Kiss on the first date? → Like I said, Ive been on a date??

96. Angels → Yes.



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yup.

98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → I have not even started dating yet.

100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Nope sorry.




I taaaaaggggg:

-Stephanie
-Chanel
-Christine
-Maes (again if possible)
-Khai Syuen.

Exams Were Here And Now They're Over

I forgot to tell you that I had exams and now they're over!!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Well Ive got practically nothing to say.

All the best.

^^

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I Got Tagged!

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post about 16 random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.





1) I love cookies! (Chocolate pwease and no other flavour)





2) I love my parents dearly no matter what they do to me. (Suprising eh?)





3) I don't like bananas.





4) I want to learn the ELECTRIC guitar. (please do not leave out the word electric from the word guitar it will kill me)





5) I am afraid of clowns. (*flashback when i was 5*.......)





6) When I am angry/pissed, I listen to heavy/death/black metal songs.





7) When I am happy, I still listen to heavy/death/black metal songs. :)





8) I cant sleep without my little white errr boaster...





9) Whenever I think about the future in my mind, it always turns the opposite way.





10) Vampires are awesome! (This one's for you Christine) xD






11) I wanna become a pro electric guitarist!





12) Travel planet to planet in a spaceship. :D





13) I am always random!





14) Im crazy!! :DD





15) I have a thing for heads+patting. :)





16) I wanna become an assasin! xD



I would like to tag Stephanie and Chanel and Christine and Mae Yen and Alynna. :)

Friday, February 13, 2009

Another List Of Things.

Im just bored. I know its a friday and everyone would be like...playing...and stuff but alas im bored till my eyes are stressed out cause i have been staring the computer screen for the past 15 mins. My eyes hurt.

Scars are like memories, some you may not want to remember.

Got that from a friend. That friend is awesome! Heres another list of things.

What Would Happen If I Became An Assasin

- A step closer to death.
- Will buy a really nice shotgun/TMP/striker.
- Will drive around in a very nice car. (Ferrari Spider)
- Will practice aiming and shooting every single day.
- Change name.
- Make a fake ID and passport.
- Try not to fail missions.
- Try to suceed in missions.
- Try to kill all targeted enemies.
- Try to save bullets and not waste them on worthless people.
- Have the catch phrase "See you in Hell" and then shoot the guy.
- Buy nice clothes after getting the money.
- Upgrade car. (Make car faster)
- Build own driving range for own to practice driving the car in several unique ways.
- Build own lab and arcade(hey, a assasin needs to relax too sometimes).
- Try to live as long as possible(OBVIOUSLY!)
- Try to be nice to enemies.

Thats it.



Thursday, February 12, 2009

Grateful.

I am now reading a book called "Drums, Girls & Dangerous Pie". That book that really sad SAD book made me so grateful that I am a healthy girl with a great family even if they dont appreciate me that much still I love them.

Someone once told me that he is very grateful to his mum even if his mum actually walked out on him. Still, he loves his mum because without them, he wont be living right now. He is grateful that his parents taught him right. He does not take drugs or smoke or even kill. No matter how much pain the mother had caused him to suffer like a wounded whimperring deer, he still loves his mum dearly. And for that I then cherished the moments I have with my family.

And after reading that book, I am now very grateful to my lil' brother, Yes he may be annoying sometimes but still I am grateful.

It may come to a surprise to you but now Im learning to appreciate my mum and (maybe) my dad. They brought me up right. I dont take drugs or smoke, I do sometimes drink but still I am very grateful to them. I might be in the hospital suffering but I'm not and for that I am very grateful to my parents.

Heres another list of things...

What Would I Do If I Had Cancer.
- Live the rest of my days happily!
- Finish all homework given by teacher(yes including form 1)
- Write my will.
- Sleep early and rise early in the morning too.
- Buy tons of gifts for for family and friends.
- Finish up the story me and my friend are working on.
- Confess all my sins to God. (even if I am not a christian I can still do it)
- Get a tatoo on the back of my neck like I have always wanted.
- Give my blog to my brother.
- Repay all debts.
- Learn how to use oven and bake cookies(chocolate chip)
- Be 100% honest if anyone asks me anything or me judging something.
- Say bye no matter what it takes to everyone on msn when its time to go(before i go to the hospital)


I wanna ask you all something, What will you do if I really had cancer? Im not joking about this question. Please answer honestly. 100% honesty! ^^

In either my cbox/ leave a comment. :)

Friday, February 6, 2009

They laugh at me cause I'm different, I laugh cause they're all the same.

My dream is to be a pro electric guitar player...IS THERE ANYTHING FUNNY ABOUT THAT?!



Now don't EVER leave out the electric from the guitar. I will kill if you do that. Like I said I wanna be a pro ELECTRIC guitar player. Lemme ask you something, is there anything funny about that? They laugh at me cause I'm different, but I laugh cuz they're all the bitchin' same!



Whats with these people you ask? I have no friggin' idea. All I wanna do is play the electric guitar and fulfill my dream, but they just had to laugh and made me feel so insecure. DAMN!



But guess what I dont care what the fuck you guys(you know who you are) think!




Lalala~ I have no idea why they think its so damn funny! So what if my dream is to be a famous pro electric guitarist?! Its my dream not yours!! So beat it!

-kicks your asses outta my page- Now stay there!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

VAMPIRES Are Better Than Humans.

Again Stephanie disagrees on what I said about vamps being better than humans...well lemme tell not only Stephanie but whoever that reads this, VAMPIRES ARE BETTER THAN HUMANS!

Thats right! Even I a normal human being who lives on earth am very certain that vampires are much more better than humans. Like i said in my previous post(go find the post yourself) vampires only take what they need and nothing more, while humans kill, rape, steal etc...

Like Steph said vampires suck blood to be young. TO LIVE! So what! They suck blood and the person dies and rise up from their grave and live an undead life...while humans takes out a gun aims at the head and BOOM! gone forever. or if you like I can describe the where humans throw bombs at each other insted of gun. Ok. Humans takes out bomb, humans lights up bomb, humans throw bomb at another human, human who got hit on the head by the bomb go BOOM, human blood splats all over the place, end of story...

Dont you dare say vamps will go lick the blood after the human went BOOM! They're not that disgusting. Now do you need me to explain another story about humans using knives? To all the humans that said yes, its your lucky day! To the humans that said no, go fuck yourself while i tell the Yes humans the story...

Human is walking through the park, human with knife is waiting for human with no knife to past, human with no knife passes human with knife, human with knife throws knife at human with knife, knife slices through the the head and blood streams down the the head to the body and then finally the ground, human who is alive takes knife and walks back home, (now this is my favorite part) Super Vamp flies down and bites human with bloody knife, human with bloody knife is dead, human with knife suddenly wakes up and lives an undead life, end of story.