I admit really that I'm a whole lot jealous of my brother. Why you ask?
1) He is the family favorite (I know I'm being old fashion and all but it is after all true. My brother is OBVIOUSLY a dude, and of course parents wants dude to go, ermmm, continue? the generation.)
2) He gets to skip school any time he wants to. (Yes, my parents don't actually care whether he sucks in his studies or not. I know this isn't good but I would appreciate it if he like gets scolded for once.)
3) I took the blame. ( For the past 9 years of my life since my brother was borned, all I remember was me taking all the blame. I'm not asking for your symphathy or your mercy or whatever you call it, I dont really care. All I want is to not blame ME for everything.)
4) My brother was borned for a reason. While, I truly was'nt, I was just a huge mistake.
OK! story time before I continue. I'll tell you the whole story about my family right here, right now...
My dad and mum worked together in London in the same company, both never really noticed each other as my dad already had a girlfriend(yes my dad was a charmer xP). They met in a club after work and do you know what they do in clubs? Yes, they drink booze. People get drunk, people meet other people, people do the naugthy. Thats exactly what happened to my mum and dad. Both got drunk, both met up and both got in bed. (Yes, my dad was too drunk to realize that he cheated on his girlfriend) After that, they promised not to mention any of this to anyone and my daddy and his girlfriend would live happily ever after. BUT, after 4 months (yes I actually asked my mum about this and she said 4 months) my mum realized she was pregnant with me. So she phoned my dad up and she demanded marriage and etc. So practically this was a forced marriage. If you pay close attention, you'll be able to see my mum's tummy a little swallon, that would be me inside there, if your interested.
Your probably wondering how I found out about this. Well, there was once where my dad was so pissed at my mum and he just vomitted the whole story to one of his colleague's, who told me I was close to grown-up's as I was very mature,No, he just thought I needed to know the whole story sooner or later so he told me) And thats how I found out, that's when I started blaming every single fight on me. I blamed myself for my parents marriage and parents fights (Yes, I know people have family problems too but this one is just way out of hand)
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5) He gets away with everything. My mum would come up with an excuse whenever I try to tell her what really happened. "He's still young", "People make mistakes." OR "It's all your fault he's like this, you influenced him."
I guess thats it. I admit, I'm jealous of my 9-year-old brother who can't even remember to close the door when he showers. Yes, its the door going in and out of the bathroom and NOT the shower room.
