ESCAPE THE FATE!!!!

Oh My Goth! ESCAPE THE FATE is freakin awesome! ^_______^ You need me to spell it out for you or what?

God! Check out my new playlist :D My Top Ten ^_^ Browse through it if you want, just dont curse the likes of it since most em' is screamo :P

Once you have found a song you like, please pay close attention to the guitar solo's. Words can't describe how AWESOME they are!

Monte Bryan Money Jr.!!!! He is a GOD! I've never heard solo's so effin' awesome! Bryan would be the lead guitarist of ETF. He is also the most awesome guitarist I know. ^_^ He says he weras anything red, black or white, which makes everything even BETTER! ^_^ he's 22 so :\

Don't you think he looks just AWESOME?! ^~^ Check out his tatoo on his hand! It says N.P.M, which stands for his grandfather's name, he bought him his first guiatr when he was 14, it was a Jackson 7-string. SWEET or what?!

Australia

GOSH! I was in school half-asleep. I was definitely tired since i slept at 4AM and woke up 4 hours later. I hope your good at math ^_^

4 hours of sleep is surprisingly enough for me :D I yawned yes but only a few times. The only time where i almost fell of the chair to sleep was during KH. I was trying VERY hard to pay attention since KH to me is quite important now. I wanna be an architect. I know its weird :\

My dad didnt get the visa to Australia :( I was so looking forward D: My mum knows what I wanna be, an architect, and she's already bugging me about studying in England O_O

I too am shocked!

There is this universty i found, its called "The University Of Newcastle". The University is a multi-campus institution located across fives sites worldwide: Newcastle, Central Coast, Port Macquarie, Sydney CBD in Australia, and Singapore.

Hopefully I'll be able to go to the one in Sydney CBD. I like australia ^_^

THERES KANGAROOS!!!

xDD

SUPERCALIFRAGELISTICEXPIALIDOTIOUS!

It is 2.27AM right now, and I am still awake....

I have completely nothing to do, and I dont feel like sleeping. Nice aye?
Im hungry, deserted, desperate and alone. :D

I wrote another poem recently. Its I've gotta say better than the last 1.

SUPERCALIFRAGELISTICEXPIALIDOTIOUS!!!!!!! :D I just felt like saying it, thats all.

JAPAN! Konichiwa! ^_^

I was feeling a little guilty and a little mad at someone, I HATE YOU DP!

So I actually wrote a poem....and surprisingly it sounded Okay i dont give it a thumbs up but still it was ok since my english even I have to admit SUCKS.

Many other human-beings that walk on this little planet right now are waaaaaaaayy better than moi'. And UPDATE! I just found out about something. RM 10 here = 3,500 won(korean bucks!) WHOO! RM 10 here = 280 yen(Japan). I feel like goin to Japan since well I like Japan ^_^

Wanna know why? Its cause' of the anime :D

Plus, i know a little...ok VERY little Japanese but I could buy a Japanese dictionary ^_^ Me and a friend are planning to go there, I pay my half, he pays his.

But this may not happen as our parents may not allow it.... :(

Dead Or Alive

Dead Or Alive....has been crossing my mind a lot lately. No, its not the movie "Dead Or Alive" , it is really being DEAD or ALIVE.

Im not being all emo. Its just rude if you think so. You have insulted all emo people of Emo~ness. What I meant was I've been thinking, why are we alive? Why arent we dead? Eventually everyone dies...

Get me?

This fills me with silence and darkness. Its like my inner-darkness is watching over me, protecting me, ever since I was born. I am not talking about God here.

Sometimes I wonder, will I EVER be reincarnated or will I be sitting in my grave, waiting for the devil to tear me apart and burn in hell. Like most christians say, Bhuddhist dont go to Heaven instead they go to hell.

Kinda think of it, being a free thinker aint so bad. You wont have to worry whether you'll go to hell or Heaven. You wont have to worry whether you'll be reincarnated into another animal. Plus, you wont have to go to temples or church's. Like I said before, im not a ver religious person. Besides I dont feel any bhuddism at all. I feel like a free thinker with no religion whatsoever.

Even my "teacher" says chrstians are the most sinful people on earth. (Livy agrees so dont be mad at only me, Steph) Like my teacher says, "Before every christian dies, they pray to God to forgive them, and are they forgiven?? YES! If they commit murder and such. Will they be forgiven?? YES!"

As for Bhuddism, if you commit a crime, you wont be forgiven and maybe(surperstitious) you will be reincarnated into lets say a goat. Until you get chopped off or ran over or slaughtered, you will be reincarnated again into another living animal or creature.

Im not offending any religion. Im just saying why are we alive and not dead??

WHATS THE POINT OF LIVING WHEN YOU EVENTUALLY DIE?!

Emo

HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ^_^

Its time for the holidays. After 2 weeks(kinda) of struggling, its time to take a break and have some fun! GOOD CLEAN FUN.

Emo- They hurt themselves, not for fun but because to them, the pain they feel inside is worse than the pain they feel outside. They do not JUST cry. They cry for a reason. NOBODY will understand what EMO~ING is.

I sometimes go emo :D but of course its not the 100% true emo~ing. So like i said NOBODY would understand what emo is all about, except those emo people of course. But, it depends, they could be those wannabe's who would just sob in a corner all day OR the true emo's who actually go emo in the RIGHT way.

Even I dont understand ok? So dont think Im being the smart-arse here. Im just saying. ^_^

To Jennifer

Click on the image. You know what to do.

Midterms and Teachers

Gosh, finally exams are over. YEESH! Gave me a huge headache that would last for a decade!

Teachers day is tomorrow. I will be going to join my lovely friends for a cup of tea. NOT! Life's seriously un-awesome. I'm not saying that I want Children's Day or anything. But it would just be wonderful that us teens could have 1 day, just ONE day to celebrate us, ourselves. Im also not saying that the school is selfish and self-centered but can't they contribute just a little and give us ALL free drinks or food or something?

Sports day does not count BTW.

Im not being a whiny little brat, but I just want ONE day to celebrate US. The teenagers that made our parents life and of course i wont forget the teachers lives unforgettably horrible and terrible. Some may think I'm just being well childish and stuff, well I admit im childish but I think you would have to agree with me on this one. Dont you want just ONE day to celebrate teenagers all around the world??

Even though your gonna have fun on teacher's day, but we are celebrating them and not US.

PS: Thank you for the songs!! They're awesome!! ^_^

Fast Post Before Death...

Todays the day! Its the last day of midterms in SMK Seafield! ^_^

Wish me luck! My chinese is sooooooo DEAD! I cant remember a single "ming ju jing hua" from my book. >.< By the way, my legs getting better ^_^ it heals fast ^_^

I Feel Dead...

Some how I have Managed to scratch myself really deep some how.....wanna know how it happened?

I was totally about to blow up at my mum and my maid( you may think maids are suppose to keep their bloody mouth shut, well mine aint gonna unless I sew em' up TIGHT). It all started after my Saturday morning taekwondo class. I went to change, my mum called.

M: WHERE ARE YOU!!???

J: In the bathroom.....changing.......why?

M: Haiyo! Quickly la!! I'll slaughter you if you dont get here quick!!

J: Your the one that asked me to change.

M: OH now you blame it on me lar!!! IS IT?!

J: I'm done....

Mum hung up.


Then supermarket time! WHEEEE~.... mummy was all "Aiyo! you stupid bloody mistake! why arent you helping me carry all this(BTW my hands were already full with books). "

Me going " cant you see my hands are full?" and she pushing me " you stupid girl" then another push " your such a mistake!" and another push " I should have never fucked your stupid lazy-ass father in the first place!!"

and me going all O____O

Alright now my miads turn.

M: Jenniper!!(yes its not me mispelling my name, its how she really calls me by my fucked-up name my so called parents gave me) AIYO! Simpan beg kamu la!!! Nanti pergi jemur baju!! Saya sudah tak ada tangan lagi!! Kalau kamu mahu saya di sini, AWAS LU...nanti saya lari!!! baru tahu!!

J: -is at computer sitting cross~legged and scratching leg HARD- oh ok...

M: AWAS LU! -goes in toilet then comes out and yells- CEPAT LA!!

J: -scratches leg even harder-


END OF CONVO

It stings ALOT right now .....